I’m sure I could go into any casino in the world now since I have had cancer because I have developed nerves of steel.  When the Doctor does not have many alternatives for you and the chemo is working marginally at the moment. You are faced with the question… Do you want to continue? My answer is let it roll baby, let the dice roll. I have nothing to lose but to wait and see if the tumor markers recover to an acceptable level. Playing with money is nothing but child’s play compared to playing with your life.